I was alive the moment love blew past like a stormWe held hands in a green parkand talkedThen, in the wind, we sat on a bench, loath to look away
I was alive at the moment of his deatha stormHe stood over me, smiled, laughed,and talkedThen swirled away in a fury of emotion never to be untangled
I was alive at the moment of her deatha stormShe walked with me, shy, unsureand talkedThen skidded away on a blacktop soaked with oil-slick storm water
I was alive at the moment of heartbreaka stormFighting the urge to cry, we laughedand talkedThen ran until our legs hurt, awayto places where you don’t look back
I was alive in the quiet moments of new lifea stormRocking you all in my arms, fragile, we sangand talkedAnd you roared ahead, on down the curving pathpostcards don’t do justice
lotion & hose water
teacakes & silence
of mulch & soup simmer
mother of talcum &
tabby cat, secrets & guilt
chocolate cream pie
& rugelach Mother of every
wound made holy, Seven
Valleys & 95 beads against
human malice Mother of
flox & tigerstone, of bangles
& ladybugs cast over leaves
of teetering between ecstasy & debris
Nine is the number of completion
she will say, then amble
off to find you a book
a poster, an October tomato
while proclaiming the dawn
of a new age My mother laying
a stone for your crossing
a spectacled Shadchan pairing
stamens with pollen-wild bees
My Ashkenazi mother, my Baha’i mother
of eggplant & turpentine
gauze & insulin, knife-necked
& working overtime in the factory
of an understaffed God Mother of
grief & needles, paint & leotards
My mother & I pretending, across
silver racks of shopping mall
Toughskins, to live beyond
our foxholes My mother of fight
of here, of whatever it took
to almost set me free